silent obscurity

Blue skirt with pink, purple flowers and green leaves
As many colors those many thoughts
Life gives it all these only to women
I empahsise that among same age of both genders, women are more matured
Oh I stopped enjoying conversations with my female friends too if they are younger than me
This love for maturity is a tricky gene passed from generations
It comes to all of them
We all move in life in different phases
A phase where you are is not a phase the other one is
You might have gone through the same in past or may experience it in future
But not every time the phase might match
I am in confusion
Love, fun, relationship, commitment, tolerance, quietness
Just to live this one life
ha ha

Rabindranath Tagore

 I thought that my voyage had come to its end
at the last limit of my power,---that the path before me was closed,
that provisions were exhausted
and the time come to take shelter in a silent obscurity.

But I find that thy will knows no end in me.
And when old words die out on the tongue,
new melodies break forth from the heart;
and where the old tracks are lost,
new country is revealed with its wonders.

 

Practice regular breathing
Think of yourself
Let others live at their own pace
Close eyes and sleep before office
You only will close them again after many hours
Last night it was after 20 odd hours I closed them
Thoughts are like joints
They are connected
They are endless
Sometimes things can go devasting
How you bring them in place is a matter of your health and sleepless hours
Listening ears are always taken for granted
Everywhere
Patience is tested
Everytime
Life is questionable
Every single minute
Silence

Sunady Monday

Why, darling, I don't live at all when I'm not with you.”
― Ernest Hemingway

It is true!
Why I don't live at all when I am not with you?

I kept this new nail paint
But not so happy as I cant show you...am I a saint?

I tie my hair with this colorful band
and why do I miss you pampering my hair with your hand?

Street corner new shop
I went to buy new top
I saw a boy t-shirt and then you pop
Am I a kid with lollipop?

My sister went to barbeque nation
I am planning always for my April vacation
We both are what a combination!

I like it when you call me mental
You rather are sentimental, eating always continental
And dreaming parental :P

I am sleeping now
my roomie saying meuw
ok she said bow :P

B!ndu: life and love

VeerJara and Rehna Hai tere dil mei..were today's hot things to mind. Nice movies. The music of RHTDM was resonating in my ear all the day. From morning I have been thinking about the same movie. Madhavan was kind of cute, with that lil dark chin he got, though the villain scenes didn't suit him well. One thing that clicked to my mind was, in a scene once hero and heroine meets at a lonely bench in front of the beach in some outskirts of the town. Then when they had were broke up, one went and sat at that exact place alone and the other one watches from far. Isn't that so loving? Though I got so practical in my life, I suddenly found that so close to me. So loving. How I imagine such kind of pure and empathetic love. I remember my old days of confusion in choosing mad love over practicality. Anyway I don't want to talk about it. It went on for years. And then, I am happy today :)

In a pair,
one knows how to love
the other knows how to live
they know how good they are for each other

I had fearing of living when I had to choose love
I have fear of fading love when I had to choose life
But the positive side of all of this was
I had the element of love in me

It is not easy to put these things in words. I think 27 years could make you feeling less by now if you are alone, especially without parents. I feel proud I could spare some for my future generations and my beautiful life ahead. Sometimes, it is journey that is important and sometimes it is just only the destination but, I always remember to myself that I am true to myself.