Monday, January 25, 2016

Another starry night dream

Since two days there is a pleasant breeze in the city and makes me remember my village. And my dreamy starry nights have become more and more wanted recently. Did I really see those billions of stars in the sky. How difficult are they to be seen after you move to cities. Does any one miss them at all. I crave to see them. I see each night at sky and am so disappointed. We don't see more than ten stars in KL. But back then in my village, when there is no electricity in the evening after 7p.m, lying on the wooden cot in front on the house, around small Jasmine plant bushes and giant coconut trees and looking into the fully star lit sky, always gave me sense of completeness and a feeling of belonging. Belonging to nowhere. When recently my close friend said she is sad and then I thought what can I do to make her happy. I thought for a long time, I don't have answer for you sweety. May be the calmness those stars gave me should give you some of their happiness to you. Chaos in life is scary sometimes. I always wish that I should get the problems only that I can handle mentally. And I always wish for you the same.

What can I say, how much I like to appreciate the life and people around me. You.

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