Sunday, March 22, 2020

Junnu babu

I read somewhere that someone kept a weekly record of the baby and all the cute things they did
I am amazed that someone can do that so easily
Everyday junnu does so many cute things I really cant recall what he did yesterday.. there are just so many..
I just feel lucky every second I see him.. do I even deserve so much happiness!
I dont know what and how kids become when they grow up and when they are small they are nothing but born to make parents so happy..
For all the people whom I was upset when you asked about having kids.. I am sorry I really didnt kno what you meant.. now I know.

It is the corona virus time every where but who cares, I can work from home and be close to my junnnu. After my whole emergency during pregnancy made me learn one thing to live today. I really don't give a shit about tomorrow.

Even today around 5pm I was thinking I have no regrets if something happens this minute. I am super happy with what I have in life and have been this way for quite sometime.

Call me weird but I think, mothers fight so hard to make their children eat, sleep and just live. I think me being 35yrs old should have made my mother happy or maybe content. If I am there on Junnu 35th birthday that would be craziest thing and so much fun.

I actually wanted to write some other stuff but now I cant recall it.

Junnu is holding my dress and sleeping beside me. He just learnt to hold my dress while sleeping so I wont go anywhere. He also puts a leg on my leg just to ensure I am around. Since this morning he was fake crying to get attention and his daddy was laughing entire time taking videos. Sundays are Junnu favorites.. because both mommy and daddy are constantly around and giving him all the attention.

Anyway the whole experience is so surreal.. I kind of feel there is parallel world now. How on earth these kids can come and make life so beautiful.. what was that all before they come? Is it like another world in those parallel words..

Junnu amma loves to the farthest star and back! I also dream by the time you grow up space travel would be just a normal thing and we both can go around and visit some planets!


Super proud

 My little brother is no more little.. He has grown up so big that now he went to a new country to study I feel quite proud of him and also ...