tickling tickling :P

My tears were short lived and I soon fell asleep. Let me just make clear...my tears were after seeing Dear John movie :) I had a wonderful time watching it. My fabulous mind went to those fabulous memories. You can create unique experience in one's life just by doing something usual but with love. I woke up that morning outside my house, looking at the clean and new sunlight on my face. My mom came and gave a big hug when I was still on bed and asked me if I want to sleep more. I said 'yes' and went inside the house and slept again. This time I wont sleep generally. I keep listening to my mom, granny and people in the kitchen. It feels so good. Again I try to close eyes and focus on my beautiful dream. Why wont I dream in such peaceful place..my home! I dream of walking on a lonely road with him at night towards a cafe day in the corner of street...and speak about people somewhere who crush their cars, and those special little details that brought together of us..me not seeing into his eyes...hm..may be this is my first dream date..feeling lil shy and confused if it was right to walk on road at that time, still walking because may be I wont get back that day, it was a feeling mixed with excitement, adventure and somewhere budding love. No walls for this dream, it was silent heart tickling love. My mom again came to me and gave another hug and kiss and woke me!

Unfair world!

I was never so messed up like today in my life. In life we give up something’s, which we want. It is very unfair.
I tried to think sitting calmly with innumerable questions in mind. I hardly know answers for any. I just keep thinking because I don’t like the fact that ‘time solves everything’.
I went down to tea stall and had tea. I felt alone.
I didn’t miss anyone. I missed myself, my previous self.
Maturity is no fun. It takes all the fun.