After postponing series of tasks since morning at work
Being zero productive entire day (not totally zero though)
I pushed my tasks to 4pm in evening and it is 4.30pm, I haven't started the work I need to deliver by today 6pm nor I have any intentions to start them in next one hour. Sharp at 6pm, my legs just like my stomach works on time to leave office and reach home, although there is nothing much I do after going home. Just throw my bag on an unwanted green sofa and then lie down on another giant sofa, without switching on tv and just get lost in my world. This is the time I cannot remember anything, no office work, nor any family. I only can think of dinner. I run around the kitchen to find anything really unhealthy and most of the time I can't find any, as I don't buy them. It is bloody mind game I play on myself. Sad then, I call my husband, with a bit of nice voice, asking when he would come and where he will take me for dinner. If things don't go as I expected, I turn hangry. Somehow I fix my hunger and then watch television forcefully and exactly when I am sleepy I remember the work that I didn't start at 4pm today. With sleepy eyes, I open my laptop and just figure out things in that one hour time and go to bed.
So what do I do at work? On such days?
Today I read about Caeser for an hour
And I read somewhere he was in a relationship with Cleopatra
Then I read about her
And then I sat and wondered for more than 30 minutes at my desk, what would have happened between them. Such famous people, both of them in one room (I am not talking about sex stuff, I thought about that for a minute though), but just in general what do two most famous people do when they are together..I mean in one room.
Now I went and googled my last sentence of above paragraph.
I found that Aristotle was a teacher for Alexander the great when he was a child. Imagining they both in one room, probably he was just teaching normal stuff..ahh I really don't think so. He wouldn't be called Alexander the great by learning normal stuff.
And now coming back, I stopped searching and sat for a while and thought about how they teach social studies back in school. How bullshit it was! Why didn't they ever tell such juicy stories like who had the relationship with him? I spent so much time searching this stuff and feel like the genius (not a new feeling!).
I am turning slowly against classroom studies and one should just rely on google for everything. I wonder sometimes, should I buy all my school books and go through the syllabus and study one by one lesson. I think that is not necessary, there is no order to learn new things, no need of syllabus, just curious mind is enough.
Below picture is not actually of Cleopatra. But when I google there are so many pictures, many from movies and whatnot. I picked this one as she is closest to my imagination of Cleopatra. History says she is cunning, but I think she knows what she wants and how to get it.
Being zero productive entire day (not totally zero though)
I pushed my tasks to 4pm in evening and it is 4.30pm, I haven't started the work I need to deliver by today 6pm nor I have any intentions to start them in next one hour. Sharp at 6pm, my legs just like my stomach works on time to leave office and reach home, although there is nothing much I do after going home. Just throw my bag on an unwanted green sofa and then lie down on another giant sofa, without switching on tv and just get lost in my world. This is the time I cannot remember anything, no office work, nor any family. I only can think of dinner. I run around the kitchen to find anything really unhealthy and most of the time I can't find any, as I don't buy them. It is bloody mind game I play on myself. Sad then, I call my husband, with a bit of nice voice, asking when he would come and where he will take me for dinner. If things don't go as I expected, I turn hangry. Somehow I fix my hunger and then watch television forcefully and exactly when I am sleepy I remember the work that I didn't start at 4pm today. With sleepy eyes, I open my laptop and just figure out things in that one hour time and go to bed.
So what do I do at work? On such days?
Today I read about Caeser for an hour
And I read somewhere he was in a relationship with Cleopatra
Then I read about her
And then I sat and wondered for more than 30 minutes at my desk, what would have happened between them. Such famous people, both of them in one room (I am not talking about sex stuff, I thought about that for a minute though), but just in general what do two most famous people do when they are together..I mean in one room.
Now I went and googled my last sentence of above paragraph.
I found that Aristotle was a teacher for Alexander the great when he was a child. Imagining they both in one room, probably he was just teaching normal stuff..ahh I really don't think so. He wouldn't be called Alexander the great by learning normal stuff.
And now coming back, I stopped searching and sat for a while and thought about how they teach social studies back in school. How bullshit it was! Why didn't they ever tell such juicy stories like who had the relationship with him? I spent so much time searching this stuff and feel like the genius (not a new feeling!).
I am turning slowly against classroom studies and one should just rely on google for everything. I wonder sometimes, should I buy all my school books and go through the syllabus and study one by one lesson. I think that is not necessary, there is no order to learn new things, no need of syllabus, just curious mind is enough.
Below picture is not actually of Cleopatra. But when I google there are so many pictures, many from movies and whatnot. I picked this one as she is closest to my imagination of Cleopatra. History says she is cunning, but I think she knows what she wants and how to get it.
