I spoke to many many people today..inviting for wedding is very different. Same dialogue to be repeated more than 100 times...I speak to my fiance for hours and still we have billion more things to talk..its beautiful...the way the world tries to bring tow people together...I am wondering thinking of lot of things. The feeling of longing has now a bit smoothed and has turned to a sweet waiting. Looks like I have fallen like everyone else for this...it don't loo like just wedding anymore...the wedding is beautiful! As feb 9th approaches like its the day that will make it remember for all my life, I wait to hold the special hand forever.
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
A new chapter
Its only about wedding these days.
Every talk, every call, every minute something about it.
It is so much fun.
Though I am not counting days, but funnily I can feel how close it is, just by seeing my face in mirror...there is that excitement.
Unusually I recently thought for few days if I closed all the past life without hurting anyone. I guess yes I did, I don't carry any guilt now. Even it pains less to think of parent's death. Though like it is real, they come everyday in my night's dream land, and live their life as they wish. I stopped looking meaning's for them. Sometimes nervous, sometimes in pain, but always trying to protect and take care of us. I think of them and of their wedding days. May be they were also like me, excited about every little thing.
I keep saying to myself, too much anything is not good in life. Even love. I learned to keep it in control and manage it over the time. Marriage hopefully should help me keep everything in track. You can't plan much, looks like there are too may things, better go with flow.
Standing by a shadowed tree
Pip asked Allie "Keep coming again"
Allie with her usual innocent smile, never replying, only to think "Why again?"
The long seen road ended in a while, and the new turn never shown the old roads
There she saw in front, not the road, but.....the ocean!
Every talk, every call, every minute something about it.
It is so much fun.
Though I am not counting days, but funnily I can feel how close it is, just by seeing my face in mirror...there is that excitement.
Unusually I recently thought for few days if I closed all the past life without hurting anyone. I guess yes I did, I don't carry any guilt now. Even it pains less to think of parent's death. Though like it is real, they come everyday in my night's dream land, and live their life as they wish. I stopped looking meaning's for them. Sometimes nervous, sometimes in pain, but always trying to protect and take care of us. I think of them and of their wedding days. May be they were also like me, excited about every little thing.
I keep saying to myself, too much anything is not good in life. Even love. I learned to keep it in control and manage it over the time. Marriage hopefully should help me keep everything in track. You can't plan much, looks like there are too may things, better go with flow.
Standing by a shadowed tree
Pip asked Allie "Keep coming again"
Allie with her usual innocent smile, never replying, only to think "Why again?"
The long seen road ended in a while, and the new turn never shown the old roads
There she saw in front, not the road, but.....the ocean!
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