With a Rough Tone I Say...

I never felt anytime this way.
That I have to be smart while talking to normal people around. Oh Yes we have to. It is Delhi.
There was this girl in the cab who was raising her voice towards me, when I was showing directions to the cab driver. It was late and on top of that I hardly know any directions to my guest house. And now this girl complains about my left and right directions. It was 10 p.m already and I was in no mood to fight with her, moreover I started feeling sorry for her, thinking she might be staying far and I was frustrating her with my directions. The cab rushed with speed and I carefully tried to remember turn to my block. For a while everyone where quite and suddenly I started feeling the real gurgaon around..that tense in people to reach home as soon as possible before nothing happens.
The jokes in office where, 'you can keep your gold chain with project manager or deputy manager, otherwise you will lose', 'are you planning to live in U block then, you better plan to buy another laptop, as u will lose the current one soon'...not funny ah!!
I see, people give importance to the way they dress. So much, that a simple bee like me would be not considered among their list of talking people. He he..that sounds funny now.
I decided not to change, not to leave my simplicity for a while, till I totally understand the whole system over here. I just don't want to end up learning something stupid and later I cannot maintain.
I dunno what can be done to the places like this...which are called unsafe. I still didn't get the real feel of unsafe word here. But we get to learn to survive at worst situations..especially girls will learn to take care of  themselves every minute. This is another pressure all the time though.
Apart from that, I got my work today and colleagues are so very excited about my IISc life, I got tired of explaining them same things. And one more shocking thing was, more than 70 percent of office is married. Both male and female population gets married by the age of 25.
In the rest room, I saw my face in mirror and beside me two too much fair girls stood painting their faces to get into the cabs to be back home. I suddenly felt I am so dark. Then, again thought, if I am thinking like this, what is the condition of a normal person, who will take anything very seriously. Uff! Stopped that thought right that moment.
I was wondering what all the things I am thinking and bothering. There was a moment today when I felt, all these is just for another one and half year..later I will move to southern part. But then, I decided to enjoy every minute of this one and half year.
Adapting is tough, but changing is easy. When you adapt, you are not leaving your strong views on yourself, when you change you change those views.
Every time, when I say a strong word in office, with that rough tone in voice, I ask myself where did I learn this from..I am enjoying the way I am dealing with new work and new people.
I got the shirt today from Ironing, one which is kept there in my suitcase from almost an year after it was gifted. Tomorrow I will wear it.
These days I dunno what I miss exactly, but I miss something. Thats fine. It is better not to know. I am happy this way.

Logic of Love- Be Dumb

In New Delhi. I think the name sounds majestic and somewhat modest, may be it is the way I imagined it so far.
A new place always gives you new thoughts and new hopes, a whole new perspective of yourself.
All of sudden the issues you fight for everyday changes and the new issues takes much longer time to settle in.
I think it is all about people in the world we are currently surrounded with.
First day in the company guest house was a bit exciting than today, now that its been three days over here, I got bored of this four walls and unnecessarily comforting facilities around. In the morning I was thinking that, people who travel a lot must be used to this kind of comforts and have high benchmarks for their living manners. Things like this never end. Luxury is a fashion, a rich fashion to comfort your mind that always things there is something else more in this world. Nothing is there here. Only you create those dreamland.
I think there are creative and destructive people when talking about dreamland. When you create an imaginable story for your future or for any person; a smart fellow creates in a logical way, a dumb fellow creates it illogical. But the happiest is always the dumb one. I can bet on this I say.
A logical guy is the one who is careful in the entire process of creating the dreamland. Breaking this dreamland ends with just a simple logic too. In creating dreamland with logic, the invested is the time wasted in that person's life, as significant moments in all those creation is missed in logic. The moments grabbed are artificially created and then the closing phase is much more easy. I am sure they have logic for this too if we ask them for.
A dumb one; sorry I like to call it that way, because illogical people are called so in this less understood world..yeah a dumb one on the other hand takes wrong steps throughout the process, creates a complicated dreamland while choosing between right and wrong, which ends up in pain and confusion during the end phase.


People in this world generally worry with issues on relationships just by being illogical. Its good. Please keep worrying. The real essence lies there. Logic will end you with  creating thousands of dream lands and you waste your life in the whole process of creating.


Love and logic never goes together. It flops and fails if you try so. Always!!!,
People who think they are balancing both DOESN'T EXIST.