Saturday, February 23, 2013

Living Never Pause

Quite sometime passed that I wrote. I kind of was a bit worried about something all these days and looks like the strings of mind have loosened a little, though I really was not able to figure out why I was worried. Have seen 'kai po che' movie today. In movies I go through emotions at times so real, will feel some characters in depth of me. Yeah..this crap often happens. Movie was good..I like the kid Ali. Always quite and focused! Something makes everyone focused. What is that to me? I thought about it in the movie. Even now. I am only focused while shopping :P oh..no jokes..
Actually nothing is going to change. I am in some kind of world, a dreamy phase and thinking that some big change is going come in life. How sweet of me to think so, but nevertheless, good to realize to catch the roots tight and keep with what I have intact. And then, one or two highly motivated people are actually disturbing me these days, making me remember that great living and great motivation I had for my life. How did it pass away! Did anyone notice? I certainly did not.

On the first day of my new school in 2nd class, I remember few things. Sisters (teachers are called so) gave me a cute story book and I was seeing the pages. Last week in a book sales, I bought such kind of animal story books with colorful paintings and little stories. I started reading them in the night before sleep. Oh..I have only one more left, I want to read more.

I still don't understand this money thing. All papers. Like I get bored of things soon and easily, looks like I got bored of money long back. Only once I was happy when I draw butterflies, hut, fishes, trees, flowers, chocolates, balloons and write the names in springs and decorate them..

Once in search of lotus flowers I went to so many small ponds around my village. I thought lotus is the king flower. In the shiva temple adjacent to the water canal, I saw few lotus flowers and always managed to get one in hand and feel proud. Bindu, that small little girl was proud with anything, every small thing.

I am confident, I will discover my interest and define myself as complete.
















Super proud

 My little brother is no more little.. He has grown up so big that now he went to a new country to study I feel quite proud of him and also ...