A minute to be another day.
I was waiting for this time.
Time to be alone.
Wanted to spend with myself after the trip.
Think peacefully where I am heading to.
No one in this world want to waste their time.
It makes perfect sense when I think like this.
Anyone can go far from you for this reason.
The reality is that, I always realize things after losing.
May be I never lose anything.
Life moves on.
I just need some food, small job and strength to fight basic issues.
Knowing the fact all the major issues already passed makes me feel a bit better.
I can always create some problems for myself though, I currently am in no mood.
Do not know how people find this new year, but life has dramatically changed for me this year.
Trying to forget or not focus on somethings lets you to focus on some other things.
I want to buy some really important things this year.
A laptop, a small vehicle for myself, a nice writing table and live in a nice apartment with beautiful view.
I was very happy to stay in tall building watching from one big window.
Each window opened in front of me a new world.
I also want to visit some scenic places this year. Full of greenery and pleasant breezes.
I dream these days lying on a green grass in a silent place, with my handbag aside, closed eyes, listening to birds..soon falling asleep and wake up to see bright moon flashing on my face saying 'its a pleasant night'..I turn aside and look at the far trees, dark clouds pretending to be invisible, smearing a leaf beside me.
Some people's presence cannot be replaced by anything but nature.
May be that's why I like dreaming this.
I was waiting for this time.
Time to be alone.
Wanted to spend with myself after the trip.
Think peacefully where I am heading to.
No one in this world want to waste their time.
It makes perfect sense when I think like this.
Anyone can go far from you for this reason.
The reality is that, I always realize things after losing.
May be I never lose anything.
Life moves on.
I just need some food, small job and strength to fight basic issues.
Knowing the fact all the major issues already passed makes me feel a bit better.
I can always create some problems for myself though, I currently am in no mood.
Do not know how people find this new year, but life has dramatically changed for me this year.
Trying to forget or not focus on somethings lets you to focus on some other things.
I want to buy some really important things this year.
A laptop, a small vehicle for myself, a nice writing table and live in a nice apartment with beautiful view.
I was very happy to stay in tall building watching from one big window.
Each window opened in front of me a new world.
I also want to visit some scenic places this year. Full of greenery and pleasant breezes.
I dream these days lying on a green grass in a silent place, with my handbag aside, closed eyes, listening to birds..soon falling asleep and wake up to see bright moon flashing on my face saying 'its a pleasant night'..I turn aside and look at the far trees, dark clouds pretending to be invisible, smearing a leaf beside me.
Some people's presence cannot be replaced by anything but nature.
May be that's why I like dreaming this.
