Not yet Anchored ME..

Did you ever write something when you are angry, irritated ? The words come out sharply as the way you are, much true and unstoppable..I am in one such condition while writing this..things won't work all the time of one's wish..... in spite of being known this..a graph is plotted showing peak levels of irritation in mind..my energy to be neutral at this moment is hibernating in some cells..At least for tomorrow I hope them to bring my normal behavior back.. I want to see my Happy tom morrow..
In case someone is wondering where is all this going - it is not really going anywhere. It will not get anywhere anytime, which is pretty much how one's life is at the moment.
A cup of coffee will make much difference to come out of that circled trap..and start at that string where it is closed..at least at the end to restart..
And in fact there is no END.

Fire Alarm!

Just few minutes back there was a fire alarm in the office. It is a huge building and I always guess all the people will be outside once they hear the alarm, and I immediately keep my purse in pocket, mobile in another pocket and try to remember if there is something valuable in my bag...and I know I love my bag, but it looks awkward to carry it and move out of office before the fire alarm got confirmed. After all, the bag was the only thing I took from my first salary..it was painful to leave it... Once I entered out of my cabin, outside the office I can see only two people standing, two scientists. I realized one thing, few months back there were fire alarms like this twice and even that moment I saw the same two people whom I saw today. We three come out of office once we listen the alarm. Everyone had different reasons, we all silently exchanged smiles...and when they announced nothing to worry...we were back to our desks....
Alarm-Alert-is not for three of us!

Those two things always Inspires me

My Scientist with whom I work says me those interesting inventions.... the story of a frog, how it heals its wounds instead of being in dirty pond, years back those tedious hours spent by Scientists counting amino acid sequences, knocks the door of my mind and says.."You enjoy research, you should think of becoming Scientist"...........
The single sentence before starting of any character in any book..."I dedicate it to......" , raises my passion to write deeply, in highly detailed form,touching with words......not as a hobby ..but as a profession of writing always....and dedicate it to someone I love so much. These feelings will say me "You are here to write".........
I love to think about both of them. They make me happy, they make me work , they make me laugh.