Silent background song follows...

It was a sunny afternoon,I was a child, my mom sent me to my uncle's home near my village. They were a big family and played a set of songs frequently in their house. Those songs when I hear at anytime after that meet....a slow motion of that sunny afternoon and their family appears in my mind. My sister was practicing a song for some competition and I can clearly remember that day when I hear the song. I noticed a kind of songs that are in movies in particular season reflects the people behaviour those times. And we tend to remember the person or a family when listening to some songs. I have so many songs for so many persons in my life.....I dedicate those songs following me to specific persons...

This day comes in everyone's life

''This day comes in everyone's life''..and accept it! This was a sentence said by my friend who was riding me to bus station after I got call from home, to come immediately. That one sentence made me realise that my father is no more. Thanks to my friend. It was a difficult situation and a strong statement of this kind..helps.
In this six months after his death, I dreamt of him every night. He is with me always...

Don't tell me..'Don't do this'!

It is a teenage attitude. I do have still...someone may take my freedom and run away..
But a situation comes when we listen to someone we trust. A small realisation! And she grows.
We tend to be wid whom we can live ourself. And give a name of Love. And when they say 'Don't do this'....

Thursday Tattooo fever

One Thursday evening was a Tattoo day for me.....I am crazy about tattoos...In a mall ...in front of hundreds of people ..I imagine myself going n asking for a tattoo on my hand ...n once he is done...em ready for a pose to camera...Ofcourse!! I do have a company for the photo..two hands wid tattoos...I am dreaming about it since two weeks...very excited , I planned to buy a red T-shirt, so that i will make red tattoo..
On valentines day I saw boyz n galz wid tattoos...i was roaming alone in the mall...n happened to stand at the tattoo shop for more than half an hour, watching many things..All the people who were interested in putting tattoos must be there wid some other purposes...but on the Thursday I am going to mall only to make tattoo...I wish today be that Thursday...A day of my wish!!

A day...wid lazy thoughts

Last nite power wasn't there...I was wondering when my friend said that, she was on roof putting her dupatta on the floor and lying looking at sky.......that, why i never got this thought..it must be soo romantic to see like this...once i used to love to think all this. Now I changed ...they wont matter much for me. And today at office , morning to evening i think about my laziness.. thinking about laziness is the most lazy business...i always think about office nd people. I look at the way they dress, as all girls do, I look at the chappal girls wear, I am surprised... how all good chappals are already worn and when i go to shop i won't get any...i console myself saying 'i donno to choose proper chappal'....