Remind me to read this sometime

Irregular, Nascent and Heartfelt
These are the best words for my thoughts
I am so vigilant of my presence in this planet
Scary moments pass by when I think life is just about me and I am a loner...looks like by birth...though it is not true
I allow my misery to swallow all my life, everything, my health, my food, my energy, my innocent brain
I don't have to write them. There is a reason though!
To surprise me, my brain forgets these misery part all of sudden, they vanish, they vanish so well that I just think of all the swallowed moments and laugh. It doesn't stop. I think those misery moments will never dare to come back and I forget how I came out of it. I forget what is motivating me to bring back what I am really.

Lately I started realizing that many women go through such phases in life. I just forgot that we don't/can't become normal with any one's help. I have to strongly believe and say to all such people that, "You have to get back yourself and you are completely on your own". Moment waited for someone's support is the moment wasted in increasing the strength of the misery.

Firstly avoid the triggers. Yes, it is easy to identify the triggers. Just get rid of them. For a while Yes, get rid of them. Don't think of any good moments. They are sometimes worse and act as triggers again. Don't force yourself learn or engage in new activity. Just go with the flow. Do what you used to do all the time. Many times you tend to get some attention. It is normal. But choose your people wisely. Choose someone who will not judge you based on current emotions, who believes in your strength.

“Those who truly love us will never knowingly ask us to be other than we are”  
-Mark Nepo

Days will pass by, slowly. We all will be fine. Either living or sleeping in soil. Everything is fine. Life is shorter.
Misery is much more shorter..
Hearts are softer
Fill it with laughter

Bindu